#which feels like such an entitled thing to say ahjajs
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#i feel bad#im feeling all kinds of bad rn :)#i feel bad bc i cant get anything done for school so i have worse grades than ive ever had before#which is bad and horrible and scary bc i was The Good Kid Who Always Does Good In School#and ik its not that bad bc other people struggle way worse etc etc etc#but idk ive never had a grade dip below a high c ever#which feels like such an entitled thing to say ahjajs#but im just constantly freaking out about it bc ive got a d and a low c#which like! again isnt bad! so i feel bad for feeling bad! but idkk#and also i feel bad bc im not feeling bad about the election#bc rn my brain is just going brrr on worry about school#and this is even dumber: im worried that im too hyperfocused on one game to be excited about a big update on another game#which is?? so fucking dumb oh my god#but like#im so scared something big will come out and i wont be able to feel anything about it bc im too focused on smth else#and i feel bad for feeling bad about those two nonimportant things when theres something thats VERY important that i SHOULD be worried about#which pile all that on top of the fact that today has been a natural day#so today was a double i feel bad day#and ive got a thing right next to me thats burning a hole in my mind. im not gonna say it bc it could be potentially triggering for others#(dw its not dangerous!! its not like. drugs?? or..pills..? idk)#tldr i feel bad for reasons i think are dumb and not about more important things#vent#tw vent#personal#delete later
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